Till We Die

I want to cry
I need to scream
I have to sleep
And never dream

To die so young
Would be a gift
But sadly enough
I’m to far out of reach

I’m struggling to hold on
The darkness is so far away
I keep drifting farther and farther
I stay in reality

I can’t keep going
I don’t want to
You scream and chant
That I’m nothing more than a problem

Why should I care?
Only I couldn’t stop the feelings
They tore and tore
And now I’m just a shell

I trusted those around me
I listened to their cries
But when I needed them most
They averted their eyes

Gone with the wind
Toward starry skies
Then lightning strikes
And every one dies