Last Day On This World

It appears to be my last day on this world
I'm about to die...

Yet all I can do is just cry and live with pain
I can't even try...

I should be living as though I'm not going to
But I don't want to...

But tears just seem to fall and fears come true
I just wish I flew...

This time, it seems, I won't make it through this
Everything's too hard...

I can't wait 'til it's over, 'til I can finally rest
They'll send you cards...

Is this how they all end, and how they all feel?
I can't be the only one...

I doubt anyone can get through this, too much pain
Now I can't even run...

There's nowhere I can call home or sanctuary
I'm no longer safe...

Everywhere I turn I can only see shadows
I'm just way too late...

The ticking in my head never stops, never quietens
Tick, tock, tick, tock...

Clocks in my mind counting down the seconds
Or is it a key and lock...

That are hiding my memories and thoughts away
To kill my own mind...

In a tidle wave of pain and cries that never end
Where has gone kind...

Why must we fight and spit out harmful words?
I can't see why at all...

Let's all just give into this pain and actually live
But we can't stop our fall...