I...

I love someone with more than I should.
I know it's wrong, but I can't control it.
I look them in the eyes and want to say Everything.
I can't... What if they don't feel the same way?
I regret it each and everyday.
I try and try, but always back down....
I tell others lies, that I know aren't real.
I want to ask “Do you love me?”, but.
I back down, sooner or later
I will forget about you right?
I wont...I know that...but
I don't know what else to do...
I don't want to be pushed around, but
I always am...
I let them talk me into it.
I agreed to what they said to do.
I said I would do it, so
I did....
I Love You.
I told you, and you said....
I don't feel the same way.