What Happens

I watch as life passes me by
I wish that I could just say goodbye
It feels as if I’m stuck in quicksand
Theres no way out of this wasteland
I watch
I reach out a hand to grab for the future
It slips through my fingers and I lose the big picture
How did I get left behind?
I wish that life would just rewind
I reach
I listen for the sound of hope
Is that a voice I hear? Nope
How did I become so deaf?
I wish I wasn’t so upset
I listen
I want to move forward so badly it hurts
Because it hurts too much to stay where im at
I want to be free of this pain and this guilt
Yet I can’t bring myself to tear down these walls that I’ve built
I want
This is what happens when your life turns upside down
Now its up to you to turn it all around