My Mouth Won't Open to Speak

My mouth wont open to speak,
and yet words travel through my mind,
at the speed of light.
a Silence So Loud!
So full of meaning,
yet as meaningless to you as i am.
Pain, Because i want what i can not have.
Hatred, For myself, For this sick world, For the voice in the back of my head that believes in happily ever afters.
By now i should know,
Darkness lies in every corner,
and not everybody proofreads the words that they speak.
I should know no every hand will one day be held,
and no every heart can one day be fixed.
I should be able to face the facts,
Im damaged goods,
Just looking for a home on a thrift store shelf.