Maybe

To say that you did,
will you win a prize?
A trophy?
Do you take pride
in mounting a broken heart?
Maybe you do.

Did I do something?
Did I drive you
to only want another momentarily?
Just because I wouldn't
give you what you want?
May I should have.

Well, I did.
But yet it still wasn't enough.
Everyone says,
'You can do better.'
Maybe I can,
but I won't.

I hate the fact
that I love you so much.
But you toss the word
as if it has no meaning.
Maybe it doesn't,
at least to you.

Why don't you just tell me?
Be honest,
that's all I'm asking.
Maybe we do need a break...
Hopefully not.