Numb

I hurt.
Sometimes I feel like nothings worth it,
like if I could just disappear.. but I can't.
Most of the time I'm either acting as if I'm okay,
but in reality I'm alone; hiding; and crying.
I want it to go away, but it won't.
No matter what I do.
Sometimes the only thing I can do is cry
till I feel numb enough to live another day.