Skin

I haven't felt
for a while
I haven't frowned
haven't smiles
I haven't felt
for some time
I've fooled you all
to think I'm fine
I'm not bad off
I'm not to good
I'm not depressed
But you say I should

I riped off my skin
so I could feel
and done something
that can't be healed
Flesh and blood
My wounds are clear
Of the numbness
I no longer fear
The pain it bold
The pain is here
Your every touch
feels like it sears

Now I feel
Now I hurt
Now I crumble
On the dirt
I am not crazy
I'm not insane
I merely caused
Myself pain
But now I feel
Don't you see
The one who did this
Was me