worst nightmare

So many things you said to me,
In the worst moments of my life
You saw that I was weak
You saw me when I was there
On the floor tears shedding so hard
From the guys who hurt me and destroyed me
You said it was going to be alright
That you were going to be here for me forever…
I should have known then that you were no different
From the ones who hurt me, when you found me
Now you’re lying to me more than ever, making up excuses
Making me something that I don’t want to be
And you are becoming my worst nightmare
But you’re the nightmare that just won’t go away, it just keeps coming back
Over and over… you make me weak, weaker than I have ever been
I have never seen myself this pathetic, why am I still here when
All you keep doing is the things that you promised you would never do?