Why Did I Listen to My Heart?

I knew this would happen in the end
But you refused to listen to me
I knew we shouldn’t be more than friends
But I turned a blind eye

I should have listened to my head
My heart knew not what it spoke
I should have followed logic instead
But I wanted to try

If only I had actually heard my heads pleas
For me to stop before I hurt my leader
My heart in lead left nothing for me
But grave for it to lie

They saw it is better to have loved and lost
Than to not have loved at all
I guess I didn’t pay attention to the cost
A price of my tears that I cry

I guess I’m not yet in that place
Where I can see the good in what came
Because I think letting my logic be lost without a trace
Was a decision that lead me to die