None Can Mend

I'm drowning in a sea of smiles
That I fear won't end for miles
I try to blend in with a mask
So none will bother to ask
What tales I hide behind my eyes
While I pray they don't see my lies
Will people ever understand
My life is one none can mend
They say HE came
Man says HE died
Christians believe HE is alive
Rumors say HE can change the heart
But I'm afraid that mine is just too dark