And I'm still in a daze, completely amazed.

So what if he’s 20 and I’m 17.
So what if he’s on my mind all the time.
So what if he’s the most gorgeous thing my eyes have ever seen.
So what if he’s a personal trainer with flaming hot muscles.
So what if he told me he loves me and has never said that to someone before.
So what if he’s my brother’s friend/future room-mate.
So what if he lives under my roof for now.
So what if he says were soul mates.
So what if he holds me like I’m the only thing that matters.
So what if we’ll have eachother forever.
So what if our bodies mesh perfectly.
So what if our lips are made for each other’s.
So what if my family doesn’t know.
So what if he makes my heart do flips.
So what if my smile is nearly always for him.
So what if he’s gonna be filming a movie next summer.
So what if he’s a model.
So what if he protects me, holds me, and cares for me.
So what if he stands up for me and has my back always.
So what if I rather stay home to do nothing with him than go out and party.
So what if all my BBM’s are love texts from him.
So what if he reads me his book that’s never been published.
So what if he wants to be there for me forever.
So what if he’s great at everything he does.
So what if he says all the right things at all the right times.
So what if we love eachother.

So what.
No big deal.