Are you?

I swear to god, I'll kill that motherfucker that hurt you
because I love you and you know that
but you swallowed those pills and crushed my whole world
you said he was perfect
I know I'm not
I hope you're finally happy
I know I'm not
You knew that you meant the world to me,
but you fell for his tricks
Now look who's hurting
and you couldn't live without him you said
Well now that you're gone I'm starting to think
I can't live without you
I could have held you when you cried
and kissed away all your tears and fears
You where right there
But you didn't want me
You wanted him
You took your life because of this
But he's moved on
I'm sure he's happy
I know that I'm not
Are you?