Why?

Why do I love them all?
Why would I take a bullet for them,
even though I know they would not return the favor?
Why does my life center around them and they could live without me?
Why do I beat up any one that harms them?
Why do I threaten every person they go out with that if they
break his/her heart then their life is over?
Why would I take them blame for them and suffer?
Why would I be miserable to make them happy?
But I would continue to do all of that but......

But.......

Maybe it's not about them.
Maybe it's about him.
Why do I love him so much?
Why would we do anything for each other?
Why do we have to live like this? Away from each other?
Why do I feel butterflies when our lips touch for the thousandth time?
Why do I want nothing but him?
Why is the only one who can understand me almost as much as me?
Why do all love songs remind me of him?
Why is he the most important person to me?
Why did we go through all that shit just to say "I love you" to each other?
Why is he not by my side like I want him to be?
Why do i find it hard to look in his eyes and ask "Why?"