Thank You
Thank you for the breif amazing happiness.
And the miserable pain that never shook.
Thank you for showing me what it is to love again.
And for reminding me it isn't always a storybook.
Thank you for being there for me.
And for leaving.
Thank you for trying to care.
And for not listening.
Thank you for letting me feel so much.
And for what you wouldn't do.
Thank you for letting me be me.
And for always being you.
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You know who you are if you know this is for you. You need to know that none of this is false, and that I couldn't lie to you, just maybe not tell all of the truth. I know and you know that I cared too much, and six months later, I still do. I honestly don't know where I'd be if I hadn't had you, I know I'd be different. You changed me, and only for the better. No matter how much pain you caused, all it took was one good memory for all the pain to disappear. You made me feel something totally new and different. I know this is probably the least personal way I could tell all of this to you, but I don't show my stuff to the people I actually know, much less the person it's truly about. I don't know if you care now, or if you ever did. I don't know if it hurt you to say goodbye, or if you were happy when we were together. I just don't know. But at least now you know part of my side.
And the miserable pain that never shook.
Thank you for showing me what it is to love again.
And for reminding me it isn't always a storybook.
Thank you for being there for me.
And for leaving.
Thank you for trying to care.
And for not listening.
Thank you for letting me feel so much.
And for what you wouldn't do.
Thank you for letting me be me.
And for always being you.
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You know who you are if you know this is for you. You need to know that none of this is false, and that I couldn't lie to you, just maybe not tell all of the truth. I know and you know that I cared too much, and six months later, I still do. I honestly don't know where I'd be if I hadn't had you, I know I'd be different. You changed me, and only for the better. No matter how much pain you caused, all it took was one good memory for all the pain to disappear. You made me feel something totally new and different. I know this is probably the least personal way I could tell all of this to you, but I don't show my stuff to the people I actually know, much less the person it's truly about. I don't know if you care now, or if you ever did. I don't know if it hurt you to say goodbye, or if you were happy when we were together. I just don't know. But at least now you know part of my side.