I Love You, Dad.

Daddy's calling.
He's a mess.
He's drunk again.
Unwelcome distress.
He's screaming,
I'm a mistake.
How much of my life
are you going to take?
Why not use
your fist?
I can already
tell you're pissed.
Hit me dad.
That's my demand.
I can already feel
the back of your hand.
But you won't do it
you're ashamed.
After all these years
it's me you've blamed.
Keep shouting.
It makes you strong.
Call me foolish.
Dad you're wrong.
You're insecure.
I am your muse.
Causing the anger,
dad it's abuse.
Disgaree.
No one cares.
You're the reason
for the nightmares.
Yell at me.
Call me names.
Force my soul
to burst into flames.
I'm living in hell,
with no escape.
You won't let me forget,
I'm a product of rape.
Daddy's calling.
He's a mess.
He's drunk again.
It's time to confess.
Wonder why?
What did you do?
Open your eyes.
The truth surrounds you.