All I Know

All I know,
Is that they’re the ones doing this to us.

They’re corrupting us,
Slowly destroying our minds,
Making us forget everything.
No more pain,
No more memories,
Nothing.
“It’ll all be okay.”
The words of a sinner.
Messed-up, controlling,
Wanting power,
Not caring how it comes to them.

Confusion.
I’m so lost now.
What’s happening to me?
Is it my fault?
Why can’t I think straight?
Why do I feel empty?
What happened to everything I used to feel?
It all seems so far away now.

Mind numbed,
Feelings fading away.
I’m under their control,
But I don’t mind.
Because this is what I am now,
This is what I have to be.

Deadly drugs,
Hypnotizing eyes,
That’s all I know now.
That’s all I remember.
I can’t remember what life was like,
Before they took over.

I can’t think.
I can’t feel.

All I know is that I must listen to them.
And they’re telling me to destroy,
To kill,
To do what I must,
To get rid of everything that ever was.

And I’m listening to them.

I’m doing what they say,
Because it’s all I know now.