Impression

You walk by
With her in your arms;
Another shot to the heart,
Doubling the harm.
You can see what you're doing;
The tears you made fall.
But to be honest,
I don't think you care at all.
It's almost like
You want me to cry,
You want my world to crash;
My love to die.
Yes I know I want this,
I want it to last,
But I can't bear the thought
Of our loves past.
Did I fall for you?
I really don't know;
Did you want me?
Well, did you go..?
I have to admit,
I really want you back.
Though I've already had
My heart attack.
"Love me, love me;"
My heart screams.
"Kill me, slowly;"
My mind dreams.
When it comes to love,
Yeah I'm a masochist,
So leave me behind;
Leave me in the mist.
I know you know
You hurt me;
But tell me now
What do you see?
Is it love
Or obsession?
Could it just be
Pain and depression?
I'm fine with being a friend,
It's better than nothing;
Cause at least a smile
Could mean something.
I'll make sure I wait,
Just for you.
Even though you know
I dont want to.
So stop the torture,
If only for a moment,
Cause I want to know
What my bliss meant.
I won't treat them good,
Or like they're delicate,
Until I get you
Or at least a duplicate.
I'll go through them all;
Every last one;
my heart won't stop
Until the task is done.
But it's okay,
Because I want to hurt.
So make another impression,
On my love's grave's dirt.