Them vs. Me

I was the first in a way but you never really did love me.
I don't really get it though because who waits a year for a bitch and then forgives them
But keep in mind you never loved me

Every girl has topped me
you've loved them
wanted to run away with them
they were your heaven on earth
the perfect one
the one that makes your day the best

As for me I'm nothing to be remembered
the one way BFF
the one you control
the girl you broke
the ex who will “always” be yours but you were never hers
other than that I'm nothing

I'm just me, that one girl, Mary