Bitter Eternity.

I seam to see what lies beneath.
I pull up the carpets and reveal what i have done.
I apologize i never treated quite like i should have. The blistered memories that darken our lives. I fear i can never forget nor can i be forgiven. So i apologize but these carpets must be thrown away.

I pull up the insulation and reveal what i have done.
I apologize i never meant to lead to where i did. I feel the responsibility for what happened. Even though we no longer meet it seems you are six feet under my own house. Now i know i could never be forgiven for this. Woe is me. When i lay waste to what i care for so much i never meant you to be caught in misfire. Please forgive me and rest my love one. So i apologize this insulation must be thrown away.

I pull up the floor boards and reveal what i have done.
Why did i brake your heart. I never meant it. When my angered words reached your ears, how i wish i could eat them back. Their taste bitter and poisonous. How i wish i could hold you once again before he knocks at my door. I cry for you as i grow weak the one who held when things seemed bleak. Where are you now i want cradle you. How i feel nothing without you. So i apologize, however these floor boards are gone their not mine to throw away.

I am met by concrete it's cold touch. How i miss what i use to rely on so much. My foot steps clang on this stiff floor. No manner of power can remove this slab which holds me away from earth. In desperation I hammer at the slab. I hear two people, the voices i ignored for many years. They wish to help. Where is the third voice? Is it caught in that feared place of six feet under. Voices will help me but from what i have done this slab is thick and bound to me and my dark future. I hear his knock at my door. The voices cry for me, they know what is to come. The knocking at the door over powers the cries from below. The voices scurry as he enters. Holding out his hand i see no one. Placing a finger on my shoulder i fall into the concrete below. Reunited with the people i betrayed. This shall be a bitter eternity for me.

How i apologize.