A full out war

It started with a fall
This evil monster had taken over me
knocking me down to the ground
nothing but death was on my mind
but there was nothing i could do
but beg for mercy from this monster that had become me

There is no easy fix, no knight in shining armor to save me
from this cruel wicked being that has tormented me
from the very first time i looked in the mirror
and began to hate myself

I was on my own fighting a losing battle
against a demonic creature that was unlike any other.
The evil monster was lying, decitiful, horrible, and hidden.
It took years for normal people to get to this point,
to where i was literally unintentionally killing myself.
But it took me only months to put my self in the line of danger,
to try and overcome this difficult disease

To stop the monster, to defeat this being
to finally making everything right,
would be almost impossible.

I have battled many villians,
the deceitful girl who tried to bring me down to the dark gates of hell
to make herself feel better.
or the boy who did everything he could to bring me up,
only to tear me down later bringing me deeper into this situation.
Those battles alone were a hefty prize.

This monster had to be just a giant joke, no one could deal with it correctly.
This monster has slowly been consuming my soul,
eating at my happiness, and darkening my aura.
One push would be enough to push me over the edge.

At the time there was no other option than to face the dark creature,
that seemed perfectly content on destroying me and taking everything.
The battle took weeks to end, but i had done it beaten the monster
that had taken down so many before me.

But to me, a girl who had beaten everything before her
and came out alive and slowly getting better.
this battle was a huge victory.

Even though it was me who strayed off the path,
and found those evil monsters
i found the strength to defeat them.