The Nightmare of My Life

I met a girl today
She is the part of me that I locked away
She brings the pain and grief
I thought I got rid of her
I thought it'd be so easy
She's back to haunt me
To bring me down again
I tried so hard
But I became weak
So much stress
So much pressure and frustration
It's too much to take
Why couldn't I be strong?
Why couldn't I cope?
The hardest part
Is to be alone
The lonliness brought her back
Along with her nasty memories
What did I do wrong?
To have this happen again
Now the darkness creeps out slowly
Haunting my reality
The nightmare of my life..