its lurking. . .

this deep abiding depression,

it never goes away,

it lurks in darknness,

waiting for me

to stray away

your never by my side

youve taunted me for years

oh the torture,youve led me to

he's got me in chain's,

i cant break away

these chains dont break,im being held captive by my own consience,

i know im awake yet i want this all to be a nightmare

restless anxiety,keeping me awake at night

im dangling over the edge by a thread

always wating for the end of my time,

but it never arrives,when i need it the most

im locked in the unfathomable depthes of hell

, im waiting for these long torturous nightmare to end

im too weak to fight back

im in a weak depression,

youve got me on pins and needles,

youve officially got me to my darkest days,

with your speared words,i slowly fall to my knees,

youve left me in the deepest trence

i cant crawl out,

your hands wrapp around my neck

i see the life slowly spill from me,

oh how could you leave me in my deepest,darkest days,

i needed you so much