I am (2)

I am useless and nothing
I wonder why i'm alive
I hear my squel when i cut myself
I see my bloody arm
I want to die
I am useless and nothing

I pretend nothing is wrong
I feel pain everywhere
I worry i will scare someone
I cry when i hurt myslef and think of love and life
I am useless and nothing

I understand that i shouldn't be doing this
I dream of being in my own happy world
I try to stab my heart, but i can't
I hope that god will forgive me
I am useless and nothing