Feeling

I worked so hard
To fight this feeling
To get rid of it
Then why doesn’t keep coming back
Do I have a magnet or something?

I fought the depression
The anger and frustration
But once I thought it was gone
It came rushing back
And hit me full on like a brick wall

I worked so hard
To fight this feeling
To get rid of it
Then why doesn’t keep coming back
Do I have a magnet or something?

So get me out of this fucking rut
Take me out
Fix me up
Help me try to get rid of it
Cause it haunts like a ghost
A ghost which is the nightmare of my sleep

I worked so hard
To fight this feeling
To get rid of it
Then why doesn’t keep coming back
Do I have a magnet or something?

It lingers over me
Always here
And never gone
Making me go back to what I was before
The monster inside of me
Fights to get out
And eats my soul from the inside out

I worked so hard
To fight this feeling
To get rid of it
Then why doesn’t keep coming back
Do I have a magnet or something?

So pull the monster out of me
Before it devours my soul
And if it does
There won’t be hope for me anymore