What you don't yet understand

What you dont yet understand:
My poetry and the secrets of my heart,
They both go hand in hand.
If you want the story from the start,
Look to my words...
The ones that heal and rip apart
The very thing to describe my world

What you dont yet understand:
My inner most feelings,
My most dearest of thoughts,
Things im never showing,
Everything i hide from, and
The heart I place in your hand...
All the hardships i stand in
Wre written here in code.

What you dont yet understand,
Is i want you to know
All im scared to show.
Look through the mask and the lies
To what lies inside,
And decode my coded heart.
I long for you to understand.
So please....try to understand
All that you dont yet understand