dying while trying

i am sorry
sorry fer lying
sry for crying
sry fer trying

sorry for lettin our friendship die
for being a bitch
for being mean
for dying while im trying

im trying to be better
to become your friend again
so you can trust me
instead of help burry me

i am dead inside
and im trying to become alive again
and trying to be more me
and not the thing they wanted me to be