From Drugs to Change

The things I've experienced
Are more than you can handle
Things I have gone through
You could not understand

These are not minor things
These voices in my head
Screaming loud
Demanding me to kill
You can pretend that you know
Exactly what I'm talking about
You have no, fucking idea.

This rage inside of me
Grows every day
I must kill something or someone
Everyone who says it's my music
Has, no, fucking idea
How much the music helps

All that would satisfy me was these drugs.
All that would satisfy me was these drugs.
All that would satisfy me was these drugs.
Until, I lost my mind.

I became aware
Of what was happening
The constant drugs,
The mindless sex
All my life,
Was going nowhere

All that would satisfy me was these drugs.
All that would satisfy me was these drugs.
All that would satisfy me was these drugs.
Well, no more of that bullshit...

Now you see
Who I used to be...
Next time you decide to judge me
Just remember,
Who I was...
Then consider,
The drastic change...

If you cannot understand,
The meaning to this...
Fuck off