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I should be used to this by now
it should be nothing new
I have already known
that you haven't loved me,
how could you...
but I've still been in love with you
I've still kept a glimmer of hope though
inside of my heart
that maybe one day, some day,
we would be reunited
and now it's finally sinking in...
It isn't going to be happening
So I need to get this over with
because the past won't be coming back
I need to say my final goodbyes
and if in the process I begin to cry
I'll just wipe away the tears
because I have more on my plate
that I need to deal with
than this fantasy
that I finally realize isn't my fate