Blackout

the pain of suffocation surrounds me

i cant breathe inside to concentrate

darkness surrounds me and fogs my mind

im being sacrificed to the other side

i have no way of escape...no light

a little blip of hope crosses my vision

a faint calling of my name sweeps in and out

i toss and turn, but cant move in reality

im being choked, but try hard to breathe

my name crosses again and i come to life

breath heavy yet short

in a cold sweat, but hot all over

my vision blurry and you move my head

i try to focus yet see nothing

you kiss my forehead as i shiver in reality

your warmth wraps me as i cuddle close

the sound of your heart is calming yet suttle

i look up into your hazel green eyes

"What happened?" i ask

you just hush me and hold me close

am i crazy? or just going through a phase

whatever it is i know your there

to catch me in the dark and bring me light

you are my savior and lover

you bring me hope and sanity