Aura Stop crying

Too much
Too fast
Too much hurt
Too much pain
Not enough Love
Not enough success
Just Failure

I cried because to take my life would be foolish
I wouldn't get to see him change
It almost happened tonight
The change was at shore
But he didn't let it show.
He told me to stop
And I thought I heard my old dad appear
He continued to say stop crying
But my eyes wouldn't let me.
Soon enough that hint went away

Listen to me when I say
What had happened that night could have been a miracle
But he rejected the warmth
The alcohol begging for my blood.

"Stop crying Aura"

Why is she crying?

"Aura stop crying"

Please Aura, You're my baby.

"Stop crying."

Don't fall for her tears. If you do she'll leave just like her mom.

"Aura, Stop crying."

Listen to her sobs,
Look at her bloodshot eyes and tears,
Feel her pain.
Hug her and kiss her.
Apologize for the pain you caused.

She WILL leave you.
Don't apologize.
She deserves what she's been given.
Hit her.
Just once.
Let your anger out.
Her blood is what you need to see.
Her tears mean nothing but weakness.
You need to hit her.
Show her that she needs to be tough.
That she can never leave daddy dearest.
Show her this is what she deserves.

"Aura I said stop crying."

That's right.
Let the anger rise.
Quiet that voice that's telling you to love her
Get angry
For if you don't
SHE WILL LEAVE YOU
And you will have noone to be with you.
If you love her she will walk all over her
So get mad
Just hit her until she stops crying.
Remember it's what she deserves.

Stop.
Don't hit her
Hug her and love her
She want's her old daddy back.
The one who played with her in games she enjoyed
Not the sick alcoholic and abusive games.
Just look at her.
She's your baby
Your little princess
She will never leave you if you go back to the old days
She's waiting on you to change.
So change and LOV-

SILENCE!
Don't listen to that.
It's all a lie.
Look at her
She's waiting for you to give in
She's waiting on you to change
So she can prance all over you
And run right out the door.
Rough her up a little bit more
And she will never leave you.

"AHHHHH! AURA! Stop crying. NOW!"

That's right.
Keep raising your head
That's right
Hit her again and again til she quits her crying
Do you feel the rush?
Now she will never leave.

He was almost back
Almost
The pain was almost gone
Almost
The love was almost there
Almost
It seems with me everything is always almost but never really there.
I almost had my daddy back
My dad almost won the fight
But Almost is never the real thing.
♠ ♠ ♠
This is for "I could really use a wish right now" by Flying solo