Autophobia

Terrified and I don't know who I am.
I don't remember my name.
Yes I do, but it's not the same.
What am I? Am I alive?
My fear makes it hard to realize
What I see in the mirror
Is what I'm supposed to be.
A human with a bleeding heart that beats.
But here I am contemplating
There's something wrong with me.
Feeling anxious and scared.
Why won't this autophobia leave?