ruined

I loved you so deeply, I love you so much, but now all thats left is nohting but dust, my hand that will be so cold without yours, my body will be nothing without your hug, my lips will be quiet, until i cant take no more, my heart, well its nothing, without you here, so when is my turn to dissapear? My life is over, i am ruined, cold, dead, wonder whats going on in my head. I am ruined, alone, scared wondering if he ever cared. Once was ok, 2 was alright, 3 took me a while to say goodbye, 4 was you, the one i thought, would last forever, but broke my heart. I've been hurt so many times, that it took me forever to make this rhyme. Promise me, you won't forget, the good times we've had, our first kiss, the way we hug, hold each other tight, hoping we won't ever say goodbye, but i guess that time has come, so here goes nothing, I love you mack, this is hard to say, goodbye now, i hope we will be together again someday.