The Large Pain, That Comes With a Large Body.

The pain. The pain has become unbearable. Life has become unlivable. I have stopped enjoying everything. Everything I do depends on if I will feel self-conscious or not. Mostly likely I will. None of my friends understand my hell hole of a life. My family just says ‘don’t let them get you down.’ But I can’t help it. I know I’m beautiful, but living in a world where teens are cruel and your only pretty if you’re a size zero, live can be gruesome. The only thing on my body that I am more ashamed of, other than my fat body are my scars. The scars I brought upon myself. The words ‘fatass’ and ‘look at how fat she is. (whispers)’ or worst of all ‘why don’t you march down to the cafeteria and buy yourself a burger, fatass.’ Those words sting. People don’t realize how much it really does hurt. No one’s perfect in this world and I can’t blame anyone but myself.