Explanation Of My Shitty Ways

I'll tell you a true story
I can say it like I say hello
It'll be about pain and agony
But I will say it mellow

I don't expect a tear
I don't want to talk about it
I just want you to know
Why my conversations are shit

I'll talk about the usual
But my answers will be bland
When you want to play or touch
I will not take your hand

There's something wrong
I'll let it show
Please don't talk about it
Just know
I wont tell you details
Or want to play
Chances are this reaction
Will last days

I'll be distant and anti-social
I wont talk as much
When I do I'll be short
And you'll be hushed

Because the truth is
I'm scared
And the worst part is
You don't care
The truth is
I'm screaming
Like I'll explode
Not seaming

I'll be calm
But I'm scared
And please
Try to care
I can't do
This alone
Need for help
I won't show

I'll tell you a true story
And say it like I say hello
It's be about pain and agony
But I'll stay mellow

I don't expect a tear
I don't want to talk about it
I just want to let you know
Why my poem is shit