Where I Am

I dont even have anything to say anymore.

Im not done with my outburst.
But now its pointless, And barley heard.

I'd like to knock on a few doors. And speak a few choice words.

Most of all, I'd like to crawl before you, and cry.
You dont even know you dont care.
Its alright, because neither do I.

Im not doing anything right.

But I dont even need to explain anymore.
Theres nothing left to say. Ive shown it all, said it all.
Nothing changed.

I cant go anymore.

I'll only run away from this time.
Start another.

Until I smile.

One day, I'll smile.