Confusion

Rhyme's in my head
I can't say it right away
Maybe this was faith
Every single rhyme
It has a you and I
Memories overflowing
Wishing I knew what to do
This feeling is exploding
You got me waiting for your call
Stopping myself from the high fall
I wish i knew what i wanted
With my actions I start to doubt it
I wonder where this path takes me
To happiness or envy
I see everyone so happy
I wonder why it's not happening
Either for you and me
Or me with you
I just want to be
With someone that would love me
Is that you?