I'm Giving In

What can I do to fucking please you anymore?

Why am I not good enough for you?

I’ve tried so hard to get you back.

I’m done feeling.

I’m done trying to make you care.

I’m done trying to be happy.

The fake smiles are becoming plastic,

soon I wont be able to tell whats real or not.

I don’t want to lie to everyone.

Crying every night is getting so fucking old.

I need someone that will protect my heart,

not break it multiple times a week.

I want that someone to be you,

but all you’ve shown me is anger.

Would you care enough to change for me?

Can you give up all the shit and actually care?

I want a real relationship.

I want my best friend back.

I’m giving in to the tears,

for they are all I know.