Fake Smile.

Lights off 
In my bed
All these thoughts running through my head.

You with her
Her with you
Wishing that could be me.

Stomach ache
Tear drops
Wishing my life could just stop.

Late night
Can't sleep
Rolled in a ball through the sheets.

Bad dreams 
Muffled screams
Knowing my life is worse than it seems

Alarm clock 
Fake smile 
Haven't seen a real one in a while.