halfway to nowhere

halfway to nowhere
is no place to be
here I am stuck in Purgatory
come make me dance perilously
make me feel sin in every cell
the prospect of heaven no longer my hell
tearing away the binds of acting
for all humanity, my promise I am retracting
desecrate me as you walk closer my heartbeat
turns savage in the heat
the devils child you made me
I speak of love sordidly
this is what you did to me
my archangel key
disembodied from my contentious
I hope this state is not vertiginous