Cheese

Every night
I sit alone
In my sad excuse
For a welcoming home
Just four walls
A floor and a roof
Enclosing the sanctuary
My domain
No job
No life
What do I have to live for?
That rope looks so much more friendly than you
Why'd you do it?
You hurt me so much
The emotional
The physical
It's raining out my eyes
You told me you loved me
That this was for real
You told me I was the only one
You wanted to hold close to you
A kiss on the cheek
Your warm embrace
Replace by numbness
The soul is weak
Pained and timid
Of your once loving gaze
Your eyes pierce my soul
Burning holes
'Til nothing remains
That smirk playing upon your lips
Is of satisfaction
Not from being with me
But from seeing my reaction
When you told me it was over
That you didn't want to see
My face or hear my voice
Ever again
You told me I was beautiful
You told me I was smart
You told me I was the only one
You will ever love
Now as I sit
In my desecrated sanctuary
I realize
You told me every pick-up line
In the book
And I believed
Every single lie you said
Now I realize
Those were just
Stupid
Cheesy
Lines
And I never wanna see
Your face again
Yourpretty face is going to Hell