Cutting

I make sure the door is shut
And i brace myslef for the first cut
All of a sudden i see blood
It pours out like a flood
Then comes the pain
With it i feel sane
Somehow the pain makes everything clear
And it takes away my fear
This is my quiet time
But then i hear the alarm chime
It's time to clean up and put the razor away
And i know it will come out another day