Patient

Patient

Maybe an extra dose,
could put me in a comatose,
that would make my day,
not having to live this way,
pain, suffering, its all in the mix,
remorse, fluttering, no more tricks,
flat out honesty as painful as it can be,
is all I'm afraid, you'll hear from me,
i don't want to know, i don't want to see,
all of what has made this painfully,
the worst thing I've ever said,
you'll understand better when you rest your head,
in a dream made from love and hate,
and see that you can't save me now, it's too late,
i took the dive and can't look back,
it's over babe, no more aching heart attack,
I'm loose you're not what a fine line,
but I'll cry anyway because I'm the sensitive kind,
the cancer will take me and leave nothing behind,
all you'll have are these words left to remind,
that i was here and i made a difference,
oh sure maybe i wasn't smart or a good influence,
but i was here all the same,
i was the one life could never tame,
goodbye to my favorite girl,
you loved me while i was still in your world.
just like your dad of you I'm so so proud,
but at least he doesn't have to watch you grow up from a cloud.

By: The S.O.S / Adam