Dealing With Me.

It must be so annoying
to talk to me
someone with so many
imperfections
and can't leave them be.
My confidence lacks
I cry at the drop of a hat,
get mad at weird things.
But thank you, for dealing with me.

My temper is large,
my paitence is small
sometimes I can't take being the listener
of all.
I want to be the first call,
I want to be there when every chapter starts
or whenever one ends.
I want to be the best friend
that can talk for days and days and days.
But, I'll go if you don't want me to stay.
Sometimes I think you're all better that way.
But thank you, for dealing with me.

I'm as clumsy as it comes,
on everything, I get caught up.
I'm always thinking of the end
but not the journey to get there
I'm always thinking ahead
but worrying causes my consequences.
I want to stand up for whatever I believe in
but sometimes I fall back down.
I'm not a fighter,
but I don't have to tell all of you
that.

I don't want to wake up in four years,
I'm present but no one else is here
I don't want to walk alone
but being me
could cost me all of you in the end.

You're paitence never falters,
you're the bolt of lightening to a
dark rain cloud.
You're not afraid to scream or be loud
you say what you mean, and you mean what
you say
You can sit in silence or be super crazy..
You're humble, but true to you all at the same time.
So thank you,
For dealing with me.