Secret Pain

Tears flooded her eyes,
Her vision blurred,
She couldn't stand the sight of her anymore.
She leaned over,
Began to gag,
Trying to get herself out of feeling like,
A drag.
"You're too ugly",
"You're too fat",
The voices in her head spat
And kicked her when she was down.
She struggles,
Picks herself and looks in the mirror,
Blood and dried vomit encircle the edge of her lips.
"Is it worth it?"
She asks.
I dont care,
As long as boys still stop to stare.
She brushed her brown hair back,
Wiped her face,
And returned to the party,
Searching for her place.
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