Smile; Grin

I can't smile
I can't grin
I can't even let you in
There's a pain I feel inside
And it's too big to hide
But please understand
I wish I could take your hand
So you could take me away from the pain
But I wish to hide my shame
I don't want you to see my face
I feel so out of place
Here in the big wide world
And I feel like I've been hurled
Right out on to a massive stage
The crowd full of rage
So I search for you steady gaze
Hoping only for your praise
Cause your the only thing that gets me through the day
So please don't walk away
Even though

I can't smile
I can't grin
I can't even let you in.