Fairytale (Can I dream Just One More Time?)

((my song <3))
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Dreams are my escape.
From the feeling of falling.
From the criticism, and the disappointment.
Can’t I runaway and pretend that something isn’t true?
Can’t I walk on my own for once and not.. Be.. You?

Chorus:
All my fairytales have no happy endings.
My perception of the truth is bending.
All their smiles are dressed in black.
I never wanted to turn back.
Why are all these dark fairytales and haunting nightmares mine?
Screaming to myself can I dream just one more time.

I never wanted to trust you and yet here I stand.
Constant falling tears and my heart in hand.
Why can’t you just kiss me and bring me back to life.
Instead of always handing me the knife.
Why can’t I hug you without feeling so alone.
When can I call this my home sweet home.

(Chorus)

Can I trust you.. My constant reminder..
I’m still alive.. And being held back by you..
My slow aching poison.. My tears that scar..
May I never drown with you again.. May I never die with you again..