To Whom it May Concern

Remember when you told me you loved me?
When we kissed and it felt right,
How i could feel so safe being held in your arms
And the world could do me no harm.
I fell for you,
Hard and fast.
I longed for us to last.

So there we stood,
Before God and man,
And there, I gave you my hand
And my vow to love you always.
You looked at me,
And promised the same.
But our love was in vain.

It hurt seeing us like that,
It was nothing like i dreamed.
Our fairy tale was falling apart
And there was nothing i could do.
I longed for us to last,
And to see us go down hill was something i couldnt bare.
But you,
You provoked it,
With your lies and threats.
I could not stand by and watch you
Tear apart our vows,
But i felt completely helpless
As they were torn to the ground.

My back is turned now,
Ive chosen to carry on,
On this journey without you,
To a new dawn
Where my real future lies.
It will be hard yes,
I question my decision even now,
My whole life was you,
And now ive lost that.
Im feeling like I cant go on.
But you would like that wouldnt you?
For me to fail? To show that im weak without you.
But, believe me I am not.
I will become anew,
And like the Phoenix,
Rise from the ashses,
And become beautiful again.
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