it all becomes so frightening real

you close your eyes again.
try to fall asleep but cant again.
you turn in the blankets but find no comfort.
you wish everything was a dream so you can wake up and everything will be okay.
but nothing will be.
"she lied."
"she cheated"
"SHE broke YOUR heart"
was everything going through your head.
you take the knife.
'one last time'
your sheets now stained crimson red.
you lay your head down a final time,
'you'll get some sleep tonight',
you think as your world fades to black.