Shuany

Looking back
I see your face
How much i had made you smile.
And now...
I miss your smile
I miss your hugs
And your kisses.
I miss you.
You had a disease
that made you different
Different from me
And your family.
You were still special to all of us.
And i miss the way i had you in my life.
Tears still fall from my face
Every time i hear your favorite song.
When i was 9
And you were 8
I didn't know
How old you really were.
You had this disease
That made you grow differently
I had known you as 5
For sooo long.
Looking back
It hurts to know
I only beated you by a year.
Sometimes i wished
I was there instead of you
I was the one to drown
In our aunt Karen's pool.
I miss you soo much.
I wish god hadn't taken away
His special little angel
But I'm still glad i had you in my life
Even for a little while.